June 6, 2010

What Angel said…………

We talked a lot my raven friend and I, and when she passed away she told me something really important, something I will take with me forever….and this trip I’m going on in July, back to Indonesia…….with a baby in my belly has brought a lot of fears……..a lot of what if’s??

I’m trying to focus on what she said to me last summer and just know that it is what I was meant to do and all will work out ok, this grant I was given and everything that is happening now in Borneo, it’s in the stars I think……….

December 31, 2009

Goodbye My Sweet Angel, December 29th 2009

This tuesday the 29th of December, we gave my Angel the freedom she never had. A Raven, who we presume fell out of her nest 4 years ago was found by a man who chained her into a 2ft x 2ft cage where she was then rescued by someone who could not bear to see her that way, the secret savior brought her to us at Sarvey about 2 years ago.

I could have never know how much love, friendship and trust this being would give to me in the following years. Leslie and Sue tried their hardest to fix her wounded legs and feet. Last week two days before Christmas I was told the news I’ve been afraid of for over a year now. Seeing her standing on one painful leg and looking into her deep, knowing eyes, I knew that to truly love her would be to release her from all the pain she has endured in this lifetime.

As the needle went into her vein I looked up and saw a beautiful bald eagle in the pine above the med room at Sarvey, my heart tightening as she left me, I looked up and the eagle was gone.

Wrapped in a beautiful red blanket and sprinkled with tobacco, the sage burned as I realized that there are many lives and spirits and gifts that we all sense if we are awake to them, I had been given a very precious one, she was sent to me and now I have something very sacred with me forever.

December 14, 2009

Angel……

Those of you who know me, know about Angel, she is my dear raven friend from the wildlife center I work at. I love her so much, hard to explain the feeling, the deep love for a creature….a love that comes from some unknown place. She has been outside all summer living with Rex, another raven, but she recently had to come back inside because of the cold.

I’m praying for my little Angel today to know that she is in her right place in this world, she has been through so much pain and I don’t want her to feel that anymore, I want her to be free………
Here is a video, in case the pictures haven’t said enough.
Angel